It seems we all suffer with Monday Blues, or is it just me. I had the runs today and my stomach is playing havoc with me. Then I get to work and my employer insults me with a lamb joke. I finally get home and make supper, its cold and I am feeling miserable this evening. My husband come in and said just breath everything is going to be alright. Hmmm the way I feel I wonder.
Looking up I see one of the posters on the wall and I am starting to feel a little better. “Ephesians 3: 18 – 19 ‘May you be able to feel and understand, how long, how wide, how deep, and how high His love really is; and to experience this love for yourselves, though it is so great the you will never see the end of it or fully know or understand it. And so at last you will be filled up with God Himself.’” I believe God wants me to experience His love toward me. I believe God is here for me tonight. I am not alone and God loves me. Tonight He is here for me.
I am feeling better, I just need an attitude adjustment and I want to break this feelings of feeling sorry and alone tonight, I have a wonderful husband and great kids in my life, I cannot be suffering with feeling of loneliness and anxiety. It won’t do.
Lifting up my chin and facing this evening with the family and knowing that I am able to do anything through the Lord Jesus Christ and I am not afraid. My life is in the hand s of the Lord. Moving forward and looking life in the face I am able to handle it.
Not actually sure that I can inspire anybody but I have come to realise that I must be an inspiration to my husband because he doesn’t suffer that much with depression as he did before we got married. It must be the Lord healing his broken heart and mine.
Monday Blues, you’re out, Sun shine and smiles are in this evening.
Yippy and best of all tomorrow night I start my classes with Fine Arts, learning how to draw and then hopefully I will paint a beautiful painting. Hmmm that sounds like fun!! The old lady is getting new interests and looking forward to it. J