Ice melting!

As fresh water brings joy to the thirsty, so God’s people rejoice when He saves them.  Isaiah 12:3

My strength lies in the Lord my God and I know this but today I failed to see God in all I did.  I was weak and I just felt like ice melting away under the suns blazing sun.  The problems I faced seem to engulf and swallow me up.

The sad part is everything I write has to be filtered as I cannot speak openly and up front.  I need to watch my ‘p’s’ and ‘q’s’.   Worst of all, I know that God isn’t mad at me but I feel as though He has left me.

I have decided not to tell you the negative or even mention the parties concerned it would be a disappointment to you too.  People of stature … then again it made me realise that God put me here where I am to love the people.  These challenges are so trying that I become so depressed to the point of suicide but thank God for His encouraging Words every day.

I have come to realise that the characteristic and traits of the people I currently am involved with are the very kind I am trying to get rid of.  Bitterness and self-centredness but to mention a few, when the Lord my God saves me I will be glad.  I am believe God is transforming me and that the Holy Spirit is involved.  I feel the pain, the isolation and loneliness, I feel as though I cannot accomplish anything I put my hand to.  It seems that God has put a shield around me that I just cannot move from.  I urge Him constantly please bless me, let me prosper help met shine.  The dome around me stays put and I am in it until God lifts it.  I need to learn to be kinder, I need to learn to be patient, I need to learn to love the people just as they are.  I need to relax my opinion about everybody. 

Lord I am bold in asking You please save me so that I may rejoice and glad in You.

Thought for today .... wisdom, knowledge and understanding

It is the Lord who gives wisdom; from him comes knowledge and understanding.  Proverbs 2: 6

Dear Lord, Father God in the name of Jesus Christ I want to come in humble prayer and ask You Father to please give to me wisdom, knowledge and understanding for today.  It seems I am not really wise and my knowledge has been lacking in many things I say and do.  Help me to understand people and keep You in mind when I look at them.

Lord I need Your help going forward, I cannot face today by myself.  Bless my husband, children and grandchildren.  Bless my parents and my sister and her children as well as my brother and his children and grandchildren.  Keep all of us safe as we go into this day.

Amen

thank you Lord!!

Thanksgiving

South Africans don’t celebrate thanksgiving but as a South African I would like to bring all glory and honour to the Lord my God.  I want to say Lord Jesus thank you for the opportunity to come to You in humbleness and say thank you for another day.  Thank you Lord for the clothes I have to wear and the food I can eat.  Thank you Lord for my own car to drive with diesel in it.  Even in my hour of stress and facing all the storms in my life I am still grateful to come into Your presence and bring You honour and glory.

Thank you Lord for my husband, children, step children and grandchildren, each one of them are precious in my eyes.  Lord thank you that You are there for me, guiding me and teaching me.  I pray for the courage I need to face tomorrow and I ask for the wisdom and insight to understand what I need to understand.  Thank You for You loving kindness and most of all that You are my Lord and saviour.  Most of all that I can call on You.  Thank You Lord Jesus, I want to ask You humbly help me become a new creature in Jesus.  I am the righteousness of God in Jesus Christ.

People that cause diarrhea in my life .....

I have come to the conclusion the people I ‘thought’ had it all together really didn’t have it ‘all together’.  These people have more problems than what I have.  Yes, my life as far as I am concerned is arduous but let me tell you theirs are worse.  I have noticed people needed to be noticed; the hunger for attention is so huge that their so called good demeanour fades away and they become dragons.  They seem to have split personalities and their personalities are really bad ones.  

I wonder if it is the result of drinking water in this place.  These people don’t really buy water they actually drink the water here.  How can you identify them, they can drink the water without suffering of diarrhea.

My analysis – these women lust after men, they lust after the ‘thought’ of being single and able to hop into bed with any and every man they like.  Their lust after fame and fortune seems to chase them.  Anyone they encounter that seems to be in control over their own lives is a threat to them.

What to do?  I need to consider my options and how to deal with these fickle people.  One thing is for sure, I will take this matter to the Lord in prayer, I will pray about their attitudes towards me and hope that mine will be the better and that God will help me deal with their immature manners.

Island of Spice - Grenada

Grenada – Island of Spice

Looking at my blog stats I have noticed that someone in Grenada is reading my blog.  How awesome is that!  As far as I know Grenada is an island of spice and it most probably is a beautiful place to live. 

 The people living in Grenada are probably on holiday 24/7.  I am sure they live their lives of peace, love, happiness, kindness, honesty, enthusiasm; they must be open-minded and spontaneous.   Passionate about life!

I wonder what kinds of jobs if any would people in Grenada be doing?  Growing some kind of spice?  I wonder what their religion would be and would they also believe in Jesus Christ or not?   

I suppose there must be very wealthy people living there with big ships in the harbour.  Hmmm what do you say?  Would you let me know how wonderful it is to live in your country?