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Humbling Myself Under the Mighty Hand of God: Finding my Destiny at 60

by Yvette van Niekerk
Introduction As I approach my sixtieth year this November, I find myself reflecting on life's purpose. Have I missed my destiny? It seems like those in their early twenties to late forties are diligently preparing for their futures, while I grapple with uncertainties. Could it be that I faltered in the Pride test? I can't even articulate my current dreams. Financial troubles loom. Yet, in Jeremiah 29:11, I find assurance: "For I know the plans I have for you..." The question remains: how do I align myself with God's greater dream? Discovering God's Dream for Me The key lies in truly knowing God. As Psalm 103:7 imparts, "He made known his ways to Moses..." Getting to know God and understanding His ways will unveil His dream for my life. His plan surpasses my own, for His greatness far exceeds my understanding. The challenge is to step aside and allow His dream to take precedence. The Pride Test: Numbers 12:6 reveals how even the most faithful, like Moses, can communicate with God. My journey, however, has been marked by pride. How can I amend this? Can I rectify my past missteps? Silencing the Ego, Embracing God's Plan My destiny is not confined to a singular dream; it's about moulding my character. Pride thrives on self-promotion, but Matthew 12:34 reminds me that it stems from the heart. My words reflect my heart's condition. It's time to cease the self-centred narrative. Reflecting on the past, I acknowledge my folly in boasting about supporting my family and Warawa. God, in His grace, is at work in my life. Rooting Out Pride: Embracing God's Confidence Pride's root lies in feelings of inadequacy. I currently find myself in this space, grappling with a perceived lack of skill. But I recognize that God, not self, is the source of my strength and wisdom. In becoming more confident in the Lord's abilities working through me, I'll shed pride. This starts with daily humbling myself in His presence. The story of a Prince disguising himself to win his beloved's heart resonates with me. It mirrors Jesus' sacrifice, leaving heaven to walk among us. Like the Prince's bride, I must remember where I come from. A Royal Identity: Overcoming Insecurities As a child of the King, I'm secure in my identity. In Him, I find the strength to tackle any task He sets before me. Knowing I'm adopted into His royal family, I remain free from the chains of pride. I must first pass the Pride test to fulfil the destiny God has designed for me. Conclusion As I journey towards my sixtieth year, I cling to the promise in Jeremiah 29:11. God's plan for me, though beyond my comprehension, is infused with hope and purpose. My path forward lies in humbling myself daily before the Creator, for in His presence, my pride diminishes. I embrace my identity as a child of the King, ready to step into the destiny He has ordained.
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