2
Corinthians 10 Amplified Bible (AMP)
12 Not that we
[have the audacity to] venture to class or [even to] compare ourselves with
some who exalt and furnish testimonials for themselves! However, when
they measure themselves with themselves and compare themselves with one
another, they are without understanding and behave unwisely.
My
fight with myself is really difficult, I have been working really hard on my
attitude, I want to be more accommodating and friendly and loving and
kind. These are normal fruits of the
spirit and it seems that I have shaken my tree to such an extent that all the
fruits have fallen off. I am constantly
in some kind of battle with my own analysis of who I am, how I should act
etc. To my mind I feel that I have lost
value in God’s sight as well as in the sight of friends. The comparisons are not even real and just
but I still keep doing it. I want to
stop having other people determine my worth and I have decided to stop this
right now. I am an original God created me
in God’s image. There is no one like me.
Galatians 5 New Living Translation (NLT)
25 Since we are
living by the Spirit, let us follow the Spirit’s leading in every part of our
lives.
26 Let us not become
conceited, or provoke one another, or be jealous of one another.
I
pray Abba Father please help me not compare myself to other people and help me
to draw near to You and grow spiritually.
Lord please help me so that I am able to renew my mind and be
transformed by Your words. In Jesus Name
Amen