by Yvette van Niekerk
Psalm 46: 5 CSB āGod is within her; she will not be toppled. God will help her when the morning dawns.ā
What a wonderful statement wow. My thinking is then why do I forget that God is within me? Why do I try and fix things, control people and circumstances? Am I struggling with pride? I am being self-centred instead of God-centred?
The truth of the matter is God is my power source and I am supposed to be drawing my strength from Him, but sometimes I want to be indented and go it on my own. This is when I start falling and toppling over.
I am currently going through a difficult time, itās called burn-out. I donāt feel like doing anything, I am restless, I have no drive and I am so very tired. God has been so good to me that I now can relax and rest and not stay focused on so many projects.
My husband doesnāt push for things to happen; and thinks I should relax. Read a book or watch a movie on Netflix or even sleep in the afternoon.
I want to draw near to God and I want to recharge my battery I need to be in a place where I can rely on God again. I am staying connected so that I donāt have to throw in the towel. Today I am resting in God, my Father's power. I am waiting on the Holy Spirit to carry me through. Philippians 4 verse 13 CSB āI am able to do all things through him who strengthens me.ā
Itās clear I donāt have to worry about everything. I cant make things happen. I need to keep myself plugged in. 2 Timothy 1 verse 7 CBS āFor God has not given us a spirit of fear, but one of power, love, and sound judgment.ā
Joseph Campbell wrote, āWe must be willing to let go of the life weāve planned, so on have the life that is waiting for us.ā
2 Corinthians 5: 17 CSB āTherefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation; the old has passed away and see, the new has come.ā
I feel like there are so many wrongs I have committed in my life, but I feel certain that God already knows my past, present and even my future. I know that God exists outside of time, He is omnipresent and because of this, He has access to all time.
Isaiah 43: 18 ā 19 CSB āDo not remember the past events; pay no attention to things of old. Look, I am about to do something new; even now it is coming. Do you not see it? Indeed, I will make a way in the wilderness, rivers in the desert.ā
I believe God knows all the hardship, obstacles and my terrible decisions and sin I committed and that was when I was created by God for an assigned purpose in my life. I am grateful that God decided to send Jesus Christ to die on a cross for me because of all the wrongs in my life making a wedge between God and me, but because of Jesus Christ, I have a chance.
Father God today I want to be obedient and simply accept the gift that You have given me. I am trading my tired and worn-out life for a new one today with Jesus Christ. Today I surrender all my faulty plans for Your perfect plan.
Lord, Father God, please help me to abide in you so that you can abide in me. Father God, today I am embracing the new life available to me. I donāt know how things will work but I beg You hear my call. I accept the Lord Jesus Christ to renew my life today. Amen
Hey, hey it is my 2 nd anniversary! This has been an interesting time in my life and I must be honest I am starting to see the changes in my own life. Firstly remember I am a city girl with this bad ass attitude, my way or the highway. Ah, now let me tell you that doesnāt work like this. My husband has a firm hand over me and keeps me in toe. I am still my own person and have many new interests. How was my day today? Well the normal, got out of bed at 04h30 and then left the house by 06h00 arriving at work at 07h00. Then to top it off in an early morning meeting at 07h30 to 08h30, then back in the office. I worked on three projects; getting information from people isnāt that easy. I firstly completed my own scope of work, followed up with the suppliers and then going back to the next person. As I work according to my time keeping schedule I then finally got to lunch time. I...

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