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Corinthians 4: 13
‘It is written: ‘I believed, therefore I have spoken.'
Since
we have that same spirit of faith,
we also believe and therefore speak.’
Before you read something about my past
remember I am a woman who faced daunting times and blow after blow I never gave
up. I got up each morning and prayed
Help me face today Lord Jesus.
I believed God would help me through the most difficult time in my life, I will prosper and succeed in everything I do, I declare this in Jesus Christ’s name.
Life has
dealt me some interesting times when I think of all the hardships I had endure
and how close I got to God in times when I felt so abandoned and alone. It seems so strange to even think of it. My life was difficult for most of my adult
years, drug abuse was something we witnessed in our house.
A really
very stressful time in my life, I found in those days, weight loss was normal
and hair loss just as normal, being nervous and constantly on my guard waiting
for the bad news to come and knock me down.
One morning I decide this enough, I need to make some drastic changes, I
went to the office and phone some lawyers and made appointments. I needed to regain my dignity and find myself
again.
As a
Christian woman it was one of the most difficult things for me to do and that
was to go ahead with a divorce. This
would mean changing so many things, moving losing everything we work for and
not having the same stand of living.
Nevertheless now was the time to strike, I made up my mind and get this
behind me. I prayed about this and then
I went to see my Pastor, things were difficult and I told him I can’t carry on
living like this anymore.
Regardless
to say as an abused woman, mentally, physically and emotionally not forgetting
financially I have come up stronger. I
am not perfect and I can smile at the world and know my roots. I am rooted in the Lord Jesus Christ who
gives me my daily bread, who strengthens me.
I have come to a place in my life where I will be more in Jesus Christ
and the woman I was less. I strive to do
things perfectly, I strive to work harder, I want to give people more than they
expect and I want to be a blessing for other people.
When you
face difficult times we seem to run on automatic, if you are grounded and
rooted in the Lord Jesus Christ things are difficult but the burden is not
heavy. My hope is in the Lord Jesus
Christ and as I face today I thank Him for this new life I am living. Blessed with peace and happiness and the Lord
Almighty has blessed all my children with abundance and wealth!
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