People do have the ability to affect my attitude and some days are really difficult for me in controlling how I act. The thing that makes me angry is that people are entitled to having an off-day and feeling a little under the weather but I am never allowed that luxury.
My journey is difficult and when it comes to my attitude I really struggle with my emotions and some days are really difficult and I am just not in control over how I feel. Those days are when I feel I am under attack and then I don’t have any support at all.
Well in trying to maintain a positive and good attitude I do feel a little disappointed in that the person I feel I should rely on actually doesn’t even think that I am having an off-day.
I am reminded to “be clean, you who bear the vessels of the Lord.” Isaiah 52: 11 My sight is blurred and I need my windshields clean.
Lord please helps me cleanse my eyes, my heart and my mind and soul. My attitude is good and bad at the best of times; I am asking You to please help me. In the name of the Lord Jesus Christ, Amen